Sunday, October 28, 2007
i finally told my parents about Abang. omg! omg! omg!!!
i kene soal lah. hehe. suruh ajak bawa umah. hehehe.
Abang msg, ajak i gi umah kakak dia pat Tamp. i told my mum i want to go umah kawan. she let me go. they drop me off at Tamp Polyclinic. i walked to the block behind. he was outside smoking waiting for me. i was in my white kebaya. he said, "lawa nyer....". hehe. blush. then i saw his car. kakak dia dah alik jln raya ngan her husband and kids. i told him. he was abit suprised. but his kakak and family lagi suprised lah to see me with him standing outside her house. haha. i was damn malu lah okay...... of coz i tak banyak bebual. i only speak when kakak asked me questions. she made a comment while we were sitted at dining table, "first time azman bawa girlfriend...". haha. malu seh. i so tak kene gaya. like, im 20 lah and the rest semua dah 28 and above. she asked me if my family tau i kawan ngan Azman. i said yah. then ask what im doing. i think she was shocked im so young. but her kakak very nice lah. and her family. she even gave me duit raya! OMG!! i was so malu!! i told her no need lah... she force me to take. haha. she asked abang, kalau he dah bersedia tak nak kahwin. he said, ngan kumpul lah nie. i just smiled lah. haha. seriously seh.. so malu ah.. hehe..
then, he send me to SOFIA's house. we sat in the car kejap and bebual. pasal his past, a lil about me, marriage, future. i was really glad when he said he'll wait for me. i know he used to say it before. but today, he said it to my face. i needed that. hehe. he told me not to worry. he should be worried instead. i asked why. he said, yelah u masih muda. kat sekolah tu ramai lelaki hansem. mane tau org tu dah jelak ngan orang tua nie, dia tinggalkan kita.. i told him, no one in school even notice me lah. and if that was true, i wont be with him right now. then i said you also can leave me wad.. mane tau jumpa pompan lawa, sexy, lebih baik dari kita, nanti u tinggalkan i. he buat muka geram. hahaha. farnie lah. we chated awhile more. then he said something like bini pertama tak mampu mcm mane nak tanggung bini kedua. i pushed him away and said, tanak ah.. i tanak ngan u ah. u nak kahwin dua. i tak suka nak share. then he laughed and pulled me. he said, taklah.. abih kerata i kan bini pertama i.. i said, takle..i nak jadi 1st. then we laughed. haha. merepek.
but we both decide and agree not to talk about marriage first lah. i mean seriously, still long way seh. he asked why the rush? i said, no lah. no rush. my parents just want the best for me. he understood. he said, u nak keluar ngan kawan u, u keluar. asalkan u tau to jage diri. i tak control you now. nanti bila dah kahwin baru control. hehehe.
i love hime! seriously, he's the man i need in my life! i've always wanted a man like him. and i got him!! happy seh! hahahah.
hope we will last. insyaallah... =)
the end.