Friday, October 31, 2008
- 31October2008 Virgo
hahah. yah. sape aku nak gi ajak keluar? haha.
tom, bringing my students out to Marina Barrage. yeay. actually im not in charge lah but i want to kepo and nasib baik the teacher baik. haha. so oklah. besok pakai lawa2 ngan shades and go! haha.
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Thursday, October 30, 2008
but i just dont get him.
dah tunang buat hal dah tunang ah.
asal nak hold my hands? asal minta hug? asal minta kiss? asal tanye if i masih sayang u? semua tu dah tak penting. u chose to get engaged with your 5 year old (relationship) gf. tho u said u loved me more than her. u made a choice and ive moved on. so why still ask?
i tak suke okay. hati dipermainkan. i bukan boneka. i have feelings. and so far, many guys have broken my fragile heart.
i need a man to love me and care for me and only me.
i dont need these emotional torture.
all these talk of loving me but cant be with me crap. its time i make my stand.
please leave if you have no intentions of being with me at all.
the end.
Monday, October 27, 2008
the end.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
my room. re-vamped. new bed. new picture frame.
love my new netbook. free! haha. damn small. see the diff?
the bear is bigger than the boy. so cute my nephew!
raya pics. haha.
me with my new tops just bought this week. haha. and me and wan. =)
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Thursday, October 2, 2008
selamat hari raya!
this year i dun feel like nak beraya. haha. entahlah. maybe coz im busy and too tired from sch.
lagipun kawan2 pun semua busy tahun nie. yang mane NS, kerje..
tapi ape ape pun, Diyana minta maaf jika ada buat salah kat korang semua. kita sesama manusia tak lepas dari buat kesilapan. tapi jangan ia dibuat sebagai alasan to continue doing bad things to others. i will pray for all of your happiness and success in life. may our friendship last till the old age just like how Fir imagined us to be (without the illness lah). haha. harap2 kita semua berjaya dan dapat perkejaan yang bagus to build a bright future for ourselves and our loved ones.
this year raya ive to give duit to the lil ones. and first day ajer i habis dalam 140 bucks! sorang 4 dollars je. waduh.. tapi takpelah. setahun sekali. but must budget already. gaji for sept and oct they give already. next pay will be in nov. must stretch my money till nov. not gonna be easy. lucky got my savings of 1000 to last me. bagus jugalah. within 3 months ive managed to save up 1000. set aside 400 je to give kids. hehe.
this year jalan raya maybe susah nak plan. i doubt there be any. haha.
oh. met ellyas tadi dalam bus. haha. botak. he say cikgu msged him. ajak datang rumah. haha. maybe lah we'll be going. dah lame juga tak jumpa cikgu. she really helped us alot when me and him retook our olevels. then my primary sch friends ajak jalan on the 18th. mcm malas pun ade coz im not that close to them except for a few guys. but i kept giving excuses je. tak baik pula kan. haiz. see lah how eh.
klah. nak tido. long day tom.....
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Wednesday, October 1, 2008
wished selamat hari raya.
i replied.
he said thanks for replying and we smsed for a while.
we're still both single. dats a shock.
and he asked me out to dinner when he's free one day.
i just laughed and said kalau u sudi.
he said mestilah sudi. will beep me when he's free.
and we said out goodbyes.
i dont feel sad anymore. a sign that ive moved on?
its kinda a good thing lah. and i dont hope for anything to happen.
just a dinner between two friends. and MAYBE that will happen. or not.
the end.