Friday, February 27, 2009
haha. as usual, my msn nick always 'eye-catching' haha. asked ard for someone to date me out. and who answered...?? BONES!! haha. so yeap. thursday movie date with fadzli.. haha. oh.. then stalker asked me, sape fadzli? ur bf? and i said yes. haha. sorry bones.. and he went on with 'nice body' and that was it. i logged off. im thinking of getting a new email add. seriously. my kids pun irritating. i always appear offline to avoid them.
oohh.. guess what?? i had an interesting dream smlm. haha. i wont mention names okay.. so i dreamt that he was in the bus. he was sitting a few seats infront of me lah. then at one bus stop, a girl, tudung girl, went up and sat beside him. and it seems like theres something going on lah. mcm flirt2. so anyway, me and him had a history before lah. and when i saw that, i was kinda jealous. haha. so i alighted at the next stop and had that face on. black-black face jln terus je as if they werent there. then he noticed me and turned to look at me but i was pissed lah so i walked fast. and then i snapped out of the dream. like wad was my dream telling me?? first, i thought of him. then suddenly he came online and we chatted. and the same night, i dreamt of him. like wad?? haha.
people been asking why im single and honestly im sick of that question. a question that i have no ans to! haha. why dont u ask the guys that qn. do i really push away guys who wants to get to know me? i mean okay, i did that before but its because i didnt want to feel like i was cheating on him coz i was always thinking and hoping for my ex to come back to me. i did what i thought was right then. and its over now. and now.. having been single for a year, people are bugging me with it. seriously people.. its not that i dont want a boyfriend. its just that guys are not interested in me. =)
okay. really should sleep now. tom skolah lagi..
omg... cant wait to catch a movie!! i NEED it!
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Thursday, February 26, 2009
okay.. today so tiring!! dah smlm balik lambat.. cheerleading, CCA, house practise.. today, cheerleading again till 4.30. but got some admin things to do, left at 6.20pm. haiz.. and i still havent finish my marking!! so tonight, while watching Dont Forget the Lyrics and K-NITE, shall tick-tick-tick-cross-cross-cross. hehe.
shall try and sleep early tonite. so so penat! and my arms hurt. from dancing with the girls. haha. but syiok! i miss dancing!!
this saturday, speech day. then go send my sister off. MAN!! gonna miss that lil boy!! *sobs*
people been telling me how good Slumdog Millionaire and He's Just Not That Into You are and telling me to go and catch it. but no time!!! maybe saturday. anyone?? =)
Happy Belated Birthday Teddy! and Congrats Fir for passing that test! haha. kesian.. was stressing the day before. hehe. good job! =)
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Sunday, February 22, 2009
Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you
Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know
[Chorus:]
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you
It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know
[Chorus x2]
I stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.
i love this song. the right words to how i really feel. haha. yeah im the type. reminisce and hanging on to the past.
my dream guy: loving, caring, understanding, always there for me in times of emotional needs and giving me the strength to carry on with life, a romantic like me, full of suprises and patience.
(got this from a very old entry. haha.)
haha. okay enuf. why bother when i dun even have anyone. hahaha! =)
the end.
currently, i have 870 owing to me and i still havent receive the money. i hope soon. coz thats part of my saving money.
my money is gonna be stretched for the whole of this year. as it is, i dun think i have enuf. haha. i mean after minus off $880 for my monthly food and travel expenses, money for parents and grandparents, bills and other commitments, i only have abt 500 to spend on myself. well, not really. on me and my students. aku sorang dah blanja besar. haha. makan swensens.. coffee bean, starbucks..tu lum masuk shopping. haha. then for my kids, treats coz they behave, do well.. and now, my 500 is gonna be stretched to help my family. why? coz sis is going to aussie with husband and means shes on 1year no pay leave. which leaves me to have to support the family besides my dad, whom by the way, i not earning much from driving the cab. he had to borrow money from me so mum wont nag. so really. no more spending.
expenditure:
100 - Diyana fixed saving
100 - Ayah
100 - Ibu
100 - Nenek and Tok
30 - Adik
40 - Insurance
60 - Hp bill
25 - M1 bill
120 - Yoga
100 - Food
100 - Transport
god.. can i survive? haha..
i got a lot of movies to watch!!
- the other end of the line
- he's just not that into you
- confessions of a shopaholic
- tranformers2
- pink panther 2
- marley and me
- slumdog millionaire
haha. i know. alot of chick-flicks. but i like. i hate horror movies. seriously. i'll just jump up of my seat and shout. happened before kay with my cousins and also a date out with my primary sch friend. he laughed at me lah.. so paiseh. haha.
haiz. okay shall worry abt finances after i get my money back. then easier for me to plan. so confusing right now. haha.
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Saturday, February 21, 2009
guess wad. i spent 220 at body shop. yes i did. i just grab the items and brought it to the cashier and total was 220. what!! but kinda okaylah. from payday till today tak spend so still quite okay. i spent on facial care products. protection from the sun. im so dark already. thanks to the PE lessons and House practice and CCA. haha. so must take care of face now. if not i'd be single for life! haha. taklah.. dun worry, i know im not pretty. even my friends agreed.
alamak.. lupa nak beli softener.. haiz.. getting old already..
next saturday, super busy. 28th Feb 09
1. HGS Speech Day
2. Florence Birthday Party
3. Sister's Departure to Sydney with Husband and Son
so no plans with frens that day. =)
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Friday, February 20, 2009
anyway, i think ive been becoming more cranky and uptight these few days. lil things annoy me. i no longer go to class with a smile. instead, with a stern face. even when my girls ask me irritating qns, i'll just snap at them. ive really no tolerance for nonsense anymore. which is bad.. coz then, im not myself!! haha.
nizam balik today! haha. but flight kul 1plus pagi. too bad semua tak free to jemput dia balik. haha. but anyway, WELCOME BACK NIZAM! We all MISS you!! =)
the single friends went out for dinner at simpang just now. haha. fir n haidir work. so the 3 of us met at ard 8plus. lame juga tak gi simpang. and for us friends to sit and have dinner. so just now was fun and relaxing. we left ard 10. ted rode over so me and wan took the bus back.
got lots to blog but too tired. but nak watch house now. haha.
Guys, im sorry if ive been too snappy and short-tempered these few weeks. its work. honestly. im not mad at anyone. dun have a reason to. sincere apologies if ive hurt you in any way..
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
honestly for me, i think i'd be much happier working in an office! haha.
i get paid 1500 when i round up. so its actually much less lah. haha.
i work 5 days a week. and each day, people think that its only from 7am to 1pm. omg, they are dead wrong!! i work on an average of 10hours everyday!! from 7am to 5pm. sometimes 6plus. therefore i average it out. CCAs, house practice, speech day, marking, other stuff as well. so in a month i work 10hr x 5 = 50hrs(per week) 50 x 4 = 200hrs(per mth)
so calculate -> 1500/200= 7.50per hour
a mere 7.50per hour being paid for standing in class to teach, to scream at kids for not listening, to handle difficult parents and other crapy stuff. and i still have to bring work back home to mark and prepare my lessons. AND!! we have no leave!! except for medical, childcare and UPA. so thats why i rather work in an office!! fixed hours. paid OT. no work to bring home. haha. i used to get paid 6 to 7 bucks working part time in a bank. so not much diff is there? and its PART TIME kay...
my parents asked me, "Na, amik cuti lah ikut gi Australia" i was like "MANE ADE CUTI?? ingat Nana own the sch? Cikgu mane ade cuti." they kept saying got annual leave lah.. hello.. as if.. if i go leave as and when i like, sape nak ajar budak2. and my holidays are all burn lor. have to go back for meetings.. prepare this and that. nak gi holiday to relax pun cannot. got to pack and unpack, still tire yourself. might as well dun go. haiz..
so really, u think teachers have an easy life with high pay? (and the pay rise is not alot kay. 100 bucks je.) hah! no man.. no rest at all lah.. i rather work shift i tell u. haha. so, i think the richest among the circle of friends is actually the Policemen! hahaha. no really. think abt it. and for teachers, theres other expenses for the kids okay..
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
i was at the waiting area reading when i saw a familiar guy at the corner of my eye. so i looked up and saw his face. when i did, i quickly turned away, afraid of being recognised by this guy.. but he had a good look at me. he continued to walk on but did a double take and look at me again.. by this time, i was kinda smiling to myself and hoping that he would not shout out my name like he always does. but too bad.. he went, "HEYYY!!..." so loudly everyone turned to look at him. haha. i was like, "can you not shout?" and he said "i dont care" and asked me what im doing there. haha. my favourite driving instructor. after abt 2 years of not seeing each other, im suprised he still remembered me. haha. so yah.. we talked for a while and exchanged numbers. haha. thanks lor.. he was like "from last time till now masih lum pass. same problem is it?" of coz lah.. if not for money problem, i would have gotten my license. haiz. haha. takpe takpe.. lum mase nye.. haha. slow and steady.
anyway, got another guy kinda just started a convo with me while waiting for our turn. so we talked since we've nothing to do. bebual mcm kawan lama. haha. then he kinda like asked me out to dinner. i was like what.. coz he was hungry lah. but in the end we parted ways and i went home myself while he rides. so wierd. haha. he was wearing the TP student leader tee so i asssumed he was from TP lah. haha. we wished each other luck and walked away.
now.. dunno what to do. oh! maybe research on cheerleading. omg. seriously. hope the girls came out with something. haiz.. im so dead i tell u. so much things to do!! stress!
oh. i was one angry woman just now. my p1s just dunno how to behave. i kept shouting and shouting till my throat hurts but they carried on talking. i even threaten them to not go for Happy Feet if they dont behave. one girl, she just sat still and had this look on her face like she pity me. haha. at last, i really couldnt stand it, i slammed the steel cabinet doors twice and screamed at the top of my lungs before i got silence from the class. so i scolded them and they kept quiet for the next 5 mins. and i still went on slamming the drawers and whatever else just to show them that i am angry. omg seriously, maybe this is really not for me. i really cant stand irritating behaiviour, noise and mischief. and ive a really bad habit when im super pissed. i'll just slam things. haha. the worst was i slammed my hp whenever i fought with hamad back in sec sch. haha. again, whole day today, without smile.
florence just msged me. haha. wanna date me on her bdae. but she said food not halal and stuff. haha. maybe i'll just go and catch up. eunice going but with bf.. as for me, alone. haha. so see how lah.. 28th march. saturday. i got speech day in the morning. so, see how. most probably i go.
okay. skejap dah 9.30. shall get ready for bed. =)
the end.
Monday, February 16, 2009
the leap years vcd.
been going ard to buy it but semua out of stock. so sad. i think its a really great local love story.
so anyway, i ended up buying P.S I Love You vcd tho i have the book. it cost me 5 bucks so why not. shall watch it when i have the time.
i feel so empty today. sad. pissy. dunno whats wrong with me.
today, ended work at 3pm. by right im done by 1pm. but kene take over a teacher who was absent for sports heats, i went home ard 3. tot wanted to drop by ehub to go catch a movie, but i ended up at tamp century instead. no nice movies to watch so i walked ard and bought vcd. then went home and slept till ard 7.30. so penat. i dozed off in the bus from sch to tamp. and from tamp to simei. dunno why so penat. now im still yawning away.
oh! and the strangest part was, i dreamt that i was smoking. like what?? yah i was. gudang garam menthol. haha. like since when? so wierd.
okay.. shall finish off my 2 stacks of worksheet to mark then study for a test tom. i love appearing offline on msn. my irritating kids wont bug me. hehe.
Congrats to Nadira and her husband Fadzli for tying the knot on Sunday 15th Feb 09.
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Sunday, February 15, 2009
haha.. singing to a malay jiwang song!
my favourite!!
siapa merebut seri cinta
waktu aku buka jendela
di keheningan pagi indah...
siapa sejambak mawar merah
harum dikamar hatimu
hingga diriku disingkirkan..
fuh! rahmat rock lah. hahah. sorry.. minah jiwang in the house.. hehe. i remembered singing this song in class and amirah will always ask me to sing it again and again. haha.. jiwang seh zaman skolah.. ape tak, my then bf pun jiwang.. haha.. lagu spin (achik) and nordiana.. newboys.. hahah.. kelakar2..
so anyway.. tadi keluar ngan the guys. hoho.. told them to dress smart2.. haha. i wanted to wear my dress.. but mcm over kan nak gi ajar tuition in a pretty dress. so i changed to jeans and a blouse. haha. as usual, pecah perut whenever we're together.. all of us had something to buy..so we ended up carrying our shopping bags walking ard. haha. new urban male, body shop, watson.. mcm org kaya kita.. haha.. and we were also busy criticising couples celebrating valentine's. haha.. yang ade ngan belon, bear sebesar2 bear, wearing matching clothes and colours.. god! revolting. haha.. sorry.. we dun believe in vday. i find it lame.. like why only that one day to celebrate love when u can also do it on any other day? haha. i myself prefer being pampered and suprised on any random days. haha. yeah.. hamad knew better to spring some suprises on me.. flowers.. ring.. lagi sweet then celebrating vday. haha. but funlah tadi.. friends pun can celebrate vday wad? without the flowers or the hugs and kisses.. just pure entertainment and company with close friends. =)
hehe. bones (fadzli) msged me yesterday.. apologised coz he cant ask me out for vday coz he's working. haha. let other guys have a chance to date me he said.. yah right.. who? haha.. but takpe lah.. duty calls. hehe. Mr. Policeman.
eunice asked if ive a date for vday. told her no. coz she and kb didnt set me up with fadzli on a date like they did last year. hahah. funny.. so she questioned if my date was just pushed to another date and i said no.. haha.. me date? haha. sape yang nak pandang muke bear nie?? haha.
now my hands looked wierd coz one hand got inai on the nails while the other takde. haha. gatal gi inai2.. nothing to do.. hehe.. and made a lil heart on the back of my hand. tom nak kene wake early.. nak mark.. plan lesson.. then my cousin kahwin at ard 4pm. haiz.. busy weekend. so penat. shall sleep now..
Happy Valentine's Day to you! hahaha..
the end.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
smlm tido quite early. so penat.. hujan lebat pun tak sadar. but tetap tanak bangun pagi tadi. alarm rang kul 5.15..5.30..5.45..tanak bangun. haha. finally woke up at 5.50. haiz.. nasib lah my dad hantar every morning.. kalau tak.. mesti nak turun taxi.. but thank god today not so busy.. in total, had 6 periods of lesson. tho i only had my break at 11am. just before my lesson at 11.30. coz 5 girls need to go get their jab. need me there.. took forever lor.. so hungry kay.. and thirsty.
oh. immunization. haha. i got.. 2 girls who had to sit out for a while coz they didnt want the jab. haha. so funny. dah duduk.. nurse dah clean their arm ngan alcohol swab, nak cucuk jarum, terus mengelenyah. haha. tried so many things but they just wouldnt keep still. hehe. "sharp sharp. pain pain. i dont want. ouch." haha. padahal lum masuk.. in the end they got the jab. but i wasnt there coz got to go for lesson. and i had 2 girls who cried. hehe. kene pujuk.. susah juga tau kerje org.. haha..
okay.. so just now was the lunch. at swensens. but didnt have sticky chewy!! malu nak order. haha. had chicken baked rice ajer. and iced water. hahah. takpe takpe.. lainkali.. gaji dah masuk.. hehe.
eh.. can i masuk K-Nite?? hahah.. sorry.. im enjoying the show and singing along to it while blogging.. kalau hujan maaf jerlah eh. hahah.. yellow team just won 1/2 dozen ubat gigi. seriously. wad the hell..
tom fri!! yeayness! but no.. cannot go home early.. kene stay back to make deco for speech day. haha.. baru ingat nak gi ngok wayang.. sorang.. haha.. then go for tuition later.. see howlah.. kay kay.. nak ngok that singaporean hospital show on channel 5 now. seems interesting.
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
anyway, immunization for P1s just now. will blog abt that next time im free. now really wanna go to bed.
oh. please remind me to not go out with diyana so often. seriously annoying!! she just goes on and on and on abt her bf! even in sch whenever she sees me. she will have that look on her face like she wanna tell me abt her bf and will just talk non stop!! like hello!! i dun need to know okay. god. so annoying!
okok. bed. =)
the end.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
just reached home like 25 mins ago. aching feet. cabbed home from tuition. really cannot walk anymore. the price you pay for being vain. haha. yes.. my student commented that i look pretty today. why? coz i wore a blouse. normally i be in my PE attire. tracks and tshirt. not today. so i was in my heels as well. not so bad when sch ended. but me and nur diyana made a trip down to bras basah and textile centre to buy stuff for speech day event. haha. speech day. the last time i did that was in sec sch! so anyway, since my kid delayed the time, i went to look for the materials lah. by 6pm, my feet was aching. we cabbed to pasir ris for my tuition. so expensive the fare coz of the surcharge and stuff. haiz.. lepas tuition, i wouldnt walk! like my feet wouldnt fit my shoe. so had to cab back. reached home ard 9.15pm. had a quick shower and prayer and now bed. my feet.. god.. no more heels man.. unless got transport. haha.
so anyway, today shouted again. whats new right. and this thurs im taking them the whole day coz the teacher is going away for a course or something. god help me..
tom, got basketball and house practice. and also starting with the cheerleading dance. haiz.. busy busy term.
oh did i mention that i was stressing last sun? haha. mcm nak nangis preparing lesson. in the end, didnt teach coz assembly was a lil bit too long so the teacher just went ahead with the lesson herself lah.. either that or she wanted to take the lesson. haha. so good news for me.. why? i didnt have to teach duh.. i was feeling sick lah.. at one point, i wanted to throw up. haha.. nervous. haiz.. cannot lah.. no self confidence.. how? anyone knows of a way to build up self confidence? i just cannot have another adult sitted at the back watching me do work. haha.
okok. initially just planned to go to bed straight after prayer. but itchy hands nak blog. now mata dah ngantuk. too lazy to go online. haha. nites world.
the end.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
and one of my girls cried coz her friend didnt give her sweet. hahah! so funny.
anyway, after school, rushed to Keppel Tower at Harbour Front for my Canon camera course. ended ard 4.15pm.. then someone approached me. asked me if i was a loyang ex student. i recognised her face but forgot her name. likewise for her. so intro lah.. Sakinah. ring a bell? same batch as Fir's ex gf? hehe. she wanted to copy my notes coz she came late. but i wanted to rush to the hospital coz got to know my grandad was warded during the course. so we exchanged numbers and i told her i will email her. then walked towards the MRT where she met her guy friend. i trained to SGH coz it was raining heavily to take a bus down.
sampai sane, no one else was ard. grandad complained that he was hungry so i went down to buy coffee and some light snacks for him. went back up to find him being wheeled for his dialysis treatment. so waited till they were done hooking him up on the machine before suap him makan. he ended treatment ard 10pm. so we went home only at 11pm. car was so squeezy coz my cousin's gf was there as well. my back hurts from the long ride coz traffic was a bitch. haha. balik je mandi and landed on my bed. was online for a while but was a bit sleepy. tot nak nap coz i promised Sakinah to email her. but in the end, slept tru till 8am. haha. ted called ard 1plus pagi. haha. ingat sape lah..
woke up, clean up the house then siap2 to go hospital. msged friends to teman go bugis but no reply. went to eat at sakunthala before gi hospital. had cheeese naan. damn nice. i had 2 pieces. haha. wan replied he couldnt make it and we started going crazy. haha. beyonce's single ladies. hahaha. bones pun cannot make it coz kat umah nenek.. izzat working.. and he gave me a heads up abt the roadblock kat chinatown coz my aunty kate sane lagi murah to buy stuff. but she said, cannot go alone. so tak jadi lor.. since no friend also.. haha. grandad was discharged so sent him home and it was home for us too.
got msg frm wan.. his twin bro, hisyam, got into an accident. in operation theater. told him i'll keep praying for him and told him to keep me updated. at 6plus, he msged again.. dah 4 hrs kat dlm still lum keluar.. tried to make him feel better.. insyaallah, he be fine. i'll keep praying for him.
to all my friends yang ride ke drive, please take care and be safe on the road. you guys mean alot to me.. and i care for u too.
the end.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
first half of the day was lesson as per normal. didnt do much tho coz i didnt plan my art lesson. why?? coz there was suppose to be an external instructor for the Growing Art Programme but it was brought forward to another day due to the event. and no one bloody told me! haiz.. so anyway, did what i could lor.. then brought the kids up to the hall at 11am where the show begins. haha. all smiles and wad not. kids so happy to see their mummy and daddy. but i was feeling so tense when they were brought down to class. the kids put on an item for the parents and after that was the TALK. yes. the TALK. haha. parents introducing themselves to me and my RO and asking how the kids are doing and stuff. it was super scary lah. got to watch what i say. ive parents who are both teachers, lawyers, doctors.. all big shot lah.. so got to be careful. but quite okayla.. just have to lie to the parents and say that they are all good children and can do work.. haha.. except for some parents, whom really want the honest truth to help their kids, i was honest lah.. and gave suggestions.. especially to the foreigners. they really want to help their child lah.. singaporean parents, ingat anak drg dah cukup bagus. man.. they are so wrong.. haha.
and.. i thought Fitness Club dah start since weeks ago. but suprise2.. blum start even till today and the teacher in charge didnt even tell me!! i could have gone home at 1pm!! but no... i stayed till almost 4pm. haiz.. and the whole day, since i reached sch at 6.50am, i was limping.. coz i think i strain my knee. boy was i glad to finally be home..
okay.. gotta go edit some songs for my cheerleading. haiz.. one after another.. ade je kerje.. nak rest pun takle.. so penat!! tom got camera course at harbour front! cant wait! hehe.
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Tuesday, February 3, 2009
was shouting almost the whole day at them. haiz. penat u know..
and.. i got to tolerate Dee whining of her good for nothing 27 year old bf for 2 days already. please, the guy was two timing her lah. with a 36 year old woman! wth. she have 2 kids. and he's part of that family. god. whats with older guys? acting so childish. entahlah.. i dun get guys either.
tom, busy day. i guess. with parents coming to sch and stuff. then got temperature taking exercise. and house pratice. thurs got cheerleading practice. then friday go camera course. at habour front 2pm to 4pm. after that, dunno what to do. haha. hang ard or home. friday nite seh. haha. hmm.. sat, out with gang. sheesha eh? haha..
vday coming! hahah. and pay day next week! whee! money... haha.
oh. my sch having this teacher's lunch and bowling activity this 13th march. haha. but im just going for the lunch. me? bowling? haha. nah.. tried once je.. in sec 2. beginner's luck. got all strike. hahah. but not really my thing. i dun like to do something and have ppl to watch and see.
oh.. and dun think going my cousin's chalet retreat lah. haha. he also never say anything. nvm.. maybe he going with this minah girl. super minah. saw their pic together. he bailed on me okay.. was suppose to go over to take my pile of work from his car but he gave excuse he penat nak tido, but he went out with her midnight to go grave for fun. haiz.. guys, why cant they just be honest? seriously, i wouldnt mind lor. hate lies. hate lies.
the end.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
relatives came over just now ard 7pm. to see my grandad.. not feeling too well. busy layan tamu.. and the clean up after.. as usual.. kecoh lah kan.. makciks bebual and laughing out loud.. haha. my aunty, so cute. she was shocked when i said im 21 years old. she tot i was 17!! hahaha.. i was like 'Nana kan sebaya ngan Mira..' haha.. she said i dont look like 21. haha.. but dun worry.. akak tetap mantain. haha. then she said "21 dah leh kahwin lah eh.." yah right.. marriage. haha. too soon.. and lagipun no guy. haha..
went online since i cant sleep and chatted with bones! wan! he sent me a pic of him.. nanti aku show. haha. omg.. handsome seh.. i was like staring at it. haha.. okay stop.. nanti bones malu.. hahah.. mcm cepat gitu mase berlalu, dah setahun.. it be Vday soon and it was during Vday last year that we first went out. i felt it was as if just a few months back. haha.. we talked abt it for a while.. haha.. thanks to eunice and kheng boon for setting us up on the last min. but we had fun.. too bad they cant do it again for us bones.. haha.. so we'll be spending vdae alone.. unless each of us has a date that is. haha..
so anyway, Mr. Sleepyhead dah logoff. sweet dreams fadzli. and im here blogging.. going to bed soon i guess.. tom nak kene bangun pagi to clean up and then start with work. lesson plans. haiz.. im dreading to go sch... help.. need energy! certainly not getting it from sleeping early! nor food. maybe chocolates and ice cream will work. haha.
omg. im scared.. my room.. mcm lain mcm jer.. shitt.. im so grabbing my hp and play some surah to make me go to slp!! yes. im a scardy cat!!
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