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Wednesday, December 12, 2007



i really cannot take it. so i sms abang smlm. italic is him. normal is me.

u masih sayang org?

Can i ask the question back to u? Frankly, i dun feel the love ard me. There is like a communication breakdown between us. Is there anything u wanna tell me?

u think i dont feel the same? Of coz i love u. Very much. Bt i dun feel like u do.

I do but i juz dun feel it. N tell u the truth wat ur mum says still bothers me.. im juz goin wif the flow for now..

i noe u're bothered by it. Im sorry for making u feel that way. And im sorry for not msging u da past week or so. Its not dat i tanak msg bt i takut nak ganggu u. Seems like i always get u at the wrong time. I rather wait for ur msg. Sorry...

Tatz not the way it works.. i told u if i bz pon i will still reply u its only a matter of i reply u early or late.

I noe.. Bt i just dun feel good nak ganggu u.. Bt okay, i'll try n change dat.. Anything else you want me to change about myself?

Entah eh, i dun really tell people wat to do lah. Juz be wat u r tats the best. Im juz ur boyfren not more than tat, dun even noe it'll happen or not. Juz b our usual self lah k. Anyway im so used to it...

Okay.. Bt if there's anything u dun like then tell me kay.. I'll work on it. I really love u. Honestly i do. If not i wouldnt be bothered to defend u frm wad my mum n friends said. Im really sorry for everything..

I dun blame u.. but do u think u r doing the rite thing? Y do u luv me so much? We merely meet, talk or msg. Wat do u look in me. i am nothing.. Im not gud looking, not smart...

Dun say ure nothing.. I dun care abt looks. Im not pretty either. U r the only one who allows me to b myself. U were there when i was going tru a rough patch. U made me smile again. I was touched by what u did. Im a simple girl. I dun go for money or looks. Just sum1 who loves me n makes me happy. Am i wrong to love u? Or do u think i made a bad choice? Do u even want to be with me? Coz i feel like u dont.


and no reply from him.. i just feel so sad. seriously. haiz.


the end.



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