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Friday, April 4, 2008



tried to sleep.
been crying.
had to get up and turn on my laptop to pour my heart out.

i miss him alot.
god damn it!!
why must this happen to me??
why me of all people!?
havent i suffered enough?
years of tears and heartaches.
when will it end?
when will happiness come to stay??

only two things make me happy.
Azman. Teacher.
i dont ask for much.
just these two things.

Dear God,
please. help me. i cant live another day like this.
i can seriously feel my heart hurting. and empty.
feels like im going away, leaving this place forever.
thats truly how i feel.
crying to the extend of feeling that my soul is leaving.
please God. take this pain away and bless my life.
i know ive sinned in many ways and i repent.
probably this is my punishments for my sins.
but i cant take this anymore. so please God. help me.
Amin.


the end.



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