Sunday, June 29, 2008
haha! isnt that what everyone looks for in a relationtion. Mutual Understanding.
like a bit DUH kan. haha.
but yah.. im not bothered with all these for now. seriously. had my fair share of sleepless nights, crying my heart out and depressed moments up till now. just had my crying my heart out moment yesterday. so time for me to have FUN! and FUN for now is SINGLEHOOD!
so let me make this clear. about the guys ive dated.
Hamad - TOTALLY OVER!!
Ahmad Fahrul - just friends. nothing more. im glad things are working well for him and his gf.
Nor Azman - im moving on. i know i wont hear from him ever again. so i just wish him well.
Muhammad Fadzli - no comments. we dont talk anymore. so yah.
Muhammed Azry - same like Fadzli. disappeared. no contact.
Ahmad Mustaqim - we keep in touch once in a while. like twice a week will call or msg. nothing serious. his ex is demanding for them getting back together but he dont want to. but yah. i just wish him luck lah. nothing more.
so yah. im done. ive come to the point of telling myself that i dont deserve guys coz i think i got some kinda diesease that all of them left me. oklah, except for Fadzli coz i broke up with him and Azry and Ahmad coz nothing happened between us, the rest left me. i think i am big fat and ugly which i am. and im just not pretty and beautiful for them. haha. so yes. im born to be SINGLE! wheee!!~
anyways, had fun just now with the guys. managed to escape my mum's nagging for now coz shes already asleep when i reached home. my dad tak marah so i guess im lucky this time. but shall not do it again. dun want to abuse that freedom. hehe.
the end.