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Tuesday, June 3, 2008



A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

:: Lifehouse - Whatever it takes ::



i have to stay strong. try not let my tears fall.
but each time im alone, i let it all out.
anger. sadness. confusion.
never felt such loneliness.

but most of all, for my grandad.
dialysis done tru his neck. ouch.
he cried. i felt like crying with him.
but gotta be strong.

spent my time after work by his side. he would shed a few tears at times. and i be there to wipe it off. stroke his paper thin skin telling him he be okay. he is all bones now. a mere 40kg. his hip bones so visible. i felt so sad. i kept asking if he wants anything. each time he would shake his head. the occasional nods came when i tell him to be strong. not to think to much and keep praying to God. i shaved off his goatee just now. touched his face. sebak hati. but ive to be strong. that i tell myself everytime i feel like crying in front of him.

i love my grandfather very much.


the end.



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