Thursday, July 24, 2008
I MISS YOU GUYS LOADS!!
and today is second day of sch! was so tired smlm that i didnt bother to blog.. first day jer dah kene stay back to do invigilation for PSLE oral exams.. today pun ader juga.. so been going home late.. ard 3 to 4.. but oklah.. fun.. not bad.. theres 2 more teachers like me.. Nur Diyana teaching malay and Eve teaching EMS like me.. hehe..
met fahrul early this week.. he called me lah and pour out his money problems to me.. aku tak sampai hati pula kan.. so.. i gave him money lah.. and offered to pay for his petrol till he get his pay next mth.. i dunno why i did that but i did.. dunno why got such a caring heart.. or plain stupidity.. haha.. met him on tues.. gave him money and teman he go repair hp.. walked ard eastpt.. he held my hands and kissed the back of it.. then hugged me.. i was abit awkward.. we had a history together. but now, im over him.. and for god sake he be getting engaged next mth! and dunno why we made vulgar jokes that day.. i know he said many times that if he hasnt had a gf, he wants to be with me.. but we all know its bull kan.. if he wants, he can.. not give lame excuse that his parents like the girl and what not.. so yah.. dunnolah.. so confusing..
chatting with fir now abt relationships.. haha.. entahlah.. dun see myself being with anyone.. entahlah.. as much as i need someone now to feel loved and taken care of, i dont see it coming soon.. just gonna leave it to god to work his magic..
the end.