Friday, July 4, 2008
i saw his car!
i saw Azman's car at SGH at ard 5plus.
i was there with my cousin to send my grandfather for his appt. and we parked right behind his car. i was like, "Eh, is that his car?" i was second guessing myself coz i forgot his plate num. but the model is his and the starting 31 num plate was his too. so fine, we walked off lah. then bile nak balik, i purposely walked infront of his car and yes. confirm its his. hehe.
my cousin asked when we first saw the car, "Kalau kau nampak dia kat sini mcm mane Na?"
i was like wadaver lah. i will probably jeling and walk away. then she was like talking in chinese saying "No i dont know you. You got the wrong person. Im chinese not malay. Not Diyana. You got wrong person" in case i bump into him. haha. I said i felt like scratching his car. heh.
skali balik when i confirm its his car, i was like "Eeee.. mcm nak scratch his car jer so he know how i feel.. OUCH!" haha.. my cousin asked ade bende tajam tak nak gariskan kereta dia. i was like shit damnit. we just laughed. but serious ah. kalau ikut kan hati... geram jer..
dunno why he's there. maybe his kakak bersalin kot. entah lah. ish. geram ah. felt like waiting for him to appear seh.. see he tegur ke tak. ee!! geram nyer aku! jantan tak berhati perut! i let myself be in the open and let him know how i felt and stuff and he just crushed my heart just like that! he was the one who initiated the relationship, said that he would wait for me, never leave and look what he did.
Guys, next time you say something to a girl, MEAN IT! and DO IT!
and yes, thats the kinda guy im looking for.
if you say, i'll wait for you no matter how long to get back together with you, do it. coz thats the way you'll win her back. (okay maybe not all, but definately me. coz its so sweet and it shows your sincerity and honesty towards your words.) but i go the extra step of rejecting the guy time and time again just to see how real he is. haha. so far, everyone FAILED! and i know of a guy who waited 9 years for the girl okay! soo sweet it made me cry!
argh! super pissed off!
the end.