Wednesday, August 13, 2008
i bumped into Azman at Parkway just now. it was after my basketball and my collegue and i went to parkway. i went there to pick up my photo orders while she just wanted to walk ard. and there he was standing beside swensens. i was like is that him? shit that him! he saw me and slowly waved and said hi. so i did the same n asked buat ape. he mumbled and pointed in to swensen. so i said okay bye. and walk off. my heart was hurting right there and then. i wanted to cry so bad. i took out my hp and msged fir and wan. fir replied saying buat ape tegur. buat muka kerek. haha. gosh i felt so Urgh! i pretended not to think like what fir suggested bt as soon as i was in my room, i started crying. i dunno why its just him that i feel this way. i dunno why this happened to me. first i saw his car. twice! and now him in real life! gosh. how many more times do i have to bawl over him!?
God. if only you can show me the way. i dont need this pain. its been years. i need to be happy.
the end.