Sunday, December 21, 2008
the baby in our group. haha.
today, went out with haidir, firdaus and nizam. went to eat at arab st. then walked to sim lim. i bought myself a portable cd drive. hurhur. thanks haidir for going shopping with me. and fir n nizam too. nizam went to repair his mp3. hehe. after that, we walked back to bugis and sat at starbucks. bought ourselves drinks and laughed ourselves silly. haha. its always nice to be ard them. eventho they can be irritating at times.. haha. i went home early while they went to see a performance. wished i can go but mum will nag at me if i didnt go home. bumped into my ex's family at eastpoint. only tasha saw me. and we exchanged a quick smile and wave before i picked up the pace to walk away. haha.
im tired. but i refuse to sleep. dunno why. feel like tears are going to wet my cheeks. i guess it has to do with everything in my life. my sad pathetic life. haiz. i just wish things be much easier for me. oh, dun worry. its just the pre-pms symptoms. something i go tru before the time of the mth. haha. i cry, i feel sad.. nothings changed. denial? it works. haha.
the end.