okay. this i gotta blog.
so i was online on msn when my cousin pop me a msg.
we've havent chatted for like months or years and im not exagerating coz he was busy with Shatec back then and now police NS. hari raya pun tak jumpa. so yah.. niwae, we chatted and here's part of our convo. haha.

NothinG LAst 4Eva Unless ITS A miracle says:
if i cud find a gal simply a mirror image of urself..ARgh Simply said a photocopy of urself i wouldnt hesitate 2 marry her on the spot.. i dont mind if the dowry is 20 K

.:~Ana~.: says:
hahahahah..

NothinG LAst 4Eva Unless ITS A miracle says:
i got tell u b4 rite of my feelings 2words u rite?did i

.:~Ana~.: says:
u did? hmm.. not that i know of..

NothinG LAst 4Eva Unless ITS A miracle says:
u rmembered??? oMG how cud u

.:~Ana~.: says:
hahaha.. u really did eh?

NothinG LAst 4Eva Unless ITS A miracle says:
alah the wan at the chalet remember the aloha loyang or sumting.. its like 3 or 4 am in the morning and our family left to jurong for the fish market thingy and we din followed

.:~Ana~.: says:
oh.. then we sat outside our room chatting.. haha

NothinG LAst 4Eva Unless ITS A miracle says:
u and me were left alone and the others were like sleeping

NothinG LAst 4Eva Unless ITS A miracle says:
OMG i so remeber tat part every min and i was like telling wad my heart say but we agreed tt we cud nvr b 2gther someting like dat..

NothinG LAst 4Eva Unless ITS A miracle says:
cos u were still in love wit hamad if im not wrong hehehz..

.:~Ana~.: says:
hahaha..

NothinG LAst 4Eva Unless ITS A miracle says:
omg how cud u i expressed my total fellings and everyting..

NothinG LAst 4Eva Unless ITS A miracle says:
and u cant remember..ha

.:~Ana~.: says:
i kinda remembered the moment but not the convo.. haha..

NothinG LAst 4Eva Unless ITS A miracle says:
u makin me look like a fool but im blushing.. i mean tt time

.:~Ana~.: says:
hahaha.. but i enjoyed that moment.. hehe..

NothinG LAst 4Eva Unless ITS A miracle says:
and ouh i remebere there was a net ball 2..u were like playin with the netball ball while talking and u said u like me too and all but....

okay.. haha. and then..

NothinG LAst 4Eva Unless ITS A miracle says:
im so gona hug u when i see u olrite...so prepare an oxgen tank iclding a mask ok?

haha. a hug? from a male cousin? i mean.. sorry.. it hadnt happened in my family before.. so yah.. awkward.. but i just laughed it off.. haha..

anyway, we plan to meet up. meet for ice cream and bring me to alot of nice places he knows of. haha. we like to talk about childhood days. we were so close back then. haha. my kakak even played matchmaker to me and him. haha. but that was soo long ago. we remembered tho. haha. but we grew up and we became shy and awkward towards each other than we hadnt talked for years!! haha. god he grew up to be soo handsome. haha.

and he said that my shyness was cute. =p