Tuesday, December 2, 2008
no. im not pregnant. its the seafood! heh.
anyway, woke up this afternoon and got a msg from fahrul. said he needed help coz his laptop crashed. of coz, spent too much time watching porn i suppose. the last time i did his laptop, god. alot of porn. haha. anyway, he called me after work. i think he wanted me to meet him to do his laptop but i lied saying that i was going out. he said he try but if cant i said i'll meet him tom. then he started scolding me. well.. not in an angry manner. questioned why i never msg him or call him. if he never msg or call, i wouldnt. kate i dah tak sayang dier lagi. so emotional blackmail seh!! like duh! tunang org seh. takkan i nak keep throwing myself at him when clearly he made a choice! haha. womanizer.
and guess wad.. my lil sis is still not home. and its 1.15am. she had her graduation nite. fuck its not fair! im always the outcast in my family. both my sisters got a chance to go for their prom or grad nite. but me?? i had to lie to go for BIT nite. my one and only DnD that i have. i didnt have prom. and i wasnt allowed to go for that grad nite. my friends paid for me just so i would go. i had to lie to them in order to go. but my sisters, no question asked! well, except for the when and where. but look! its freaking 1.15am and shes not home yet! fuck! i seriously hate my life!
sorry. this woman is full of rage! and i need to throw up. i swear, no more seafood!!
the end.