Thursday, January 15, 2009
today, gonna sleep early. haha. like after isyak? haha.
sch ended at 12.30 but ive stuff to do like decorate the classroom so i ended at 2pm. ard 1plus i got a msg from izzat. replied his msg but he didnt reply back so i tot hes bz. then called me ard 2. acted like some prudential agent. i was like.. the voice sounded familiar. like haidhir. so i tot it was haidhir. i laughed and said 'yeah right' several times b4 he gave in. i mati2 ingat it was haidhir lah.. so he asked me out for lunch.. i didnt really feel like it coz i was hot and sweaty and tired and i didnt really wanna meet him.. we chatted a lil while more and then he said "ish, my own cousin seh.. takkan got no time for her.." so thats when i realised it was him! haha. sotong. so, we met. met him at kembangan mrt. coz i didnt hear the part he said he pick me up from sch. haha. i was on the bus to meet him at bedok when he called. we didnt know where to go.. drove ard and finally decided to eat at beach road. army market. i miss the food there! my nasi ayam sambal. haha. cravings satisfied. then he brought me to eat ice cream kat tingkat atas. another craving satisfaction. haha. so now he has 3 more ice cream place to bring me too.. i dunno where. he wanna suprise me. hoho. then drove to tanah merah ferry terminal. walked for a while then home. haha.
oh. had a shock of my life. he told his dad abt me. like okay fine. his dad knows me like duh. but he told him abt my life. he told his dad that he pitied me and stuff. abt my family. abt hamad. he also puji me tak henti2.. said the guy who get to marry me will be the luckiest man which his dad agreed. i was like... okay.. but seriously, i dont feel as such. haha. but of coz he didnt say or ask his dad if he could marry me. coz if he would, he would take really good care of me coz i deserve it. 20k duit hantaran pun takpe. i just laughed lah.. haha.. funny. so thats what guy talk is all abt.. haha.. sorry.. hadnt really had my girl talk with mum. she'll just oppose any guy im dating. but he did told his dad once that he had feelings for me before.
told him, i feel like telling my dad abt us. i dunno, i feel the need to talk. but i cant. and he agreed. knowing how my parents are, we both agreed that we should not tell them yet. keep it low.. then he said something that really made me laugh.. "we're not committing incest right?" hahah.. like omg! NO!! haha.. that be a crime! haha..
oh btw, we are not together lah.. haha.. dun worry.. what i meant abt us was his feelings towards me. like i feel like telling my dad that izzat likes me and seek his advice on that.. but yah.. we cant.. haha. shall keep it this way for now.. haha. hmm.. he has this retreat on 5th feb and he be cooking! haha.. so he kinda asked me to come coz told him i want to taste his cooking one day.. haha.. its a chalet lah with his tp police friends. see lah how.. i shy.. hahah...
hes at work now. starting on his new 12hr shift. 8pm to 8am. then fri sat off-day.. best kan.. haiz.. i need a break! penat tau.. i nak travel the world! haha. he wanna travel with me. but i cant. parents. haiz. wad luck. haha. but he dont mind going out with me and my friends. thats cool. but nah... haha.. not now. haha..
yeay! dah isyak! finally.. waited so long.. thus the very long entry to refrain me from falling asleep before performing my solat. haha. yeay! lepas solat boleh tido!! =)
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