Sunday, March 29, 2009

aww.. my lil angel..
oh oh.. not an angel anymore.. he looks like chucky! haha.
so webcam with birthday boy just now. he's hyper as usual. haha. playing with his ball and writing pad.. cant wait to see him!! geram seh.. haha..
didnt have tuition. thank god. so spent my time preparing lessons and chatting..
my friend sindir. kurang asam.. haha.. she said ive alot of guys to flirt with. HELLO!! first of, im not a flirt okay.. and second, i dun have that many guys chasing after me. haha. most of them are just friends. and eventho some are chasing after me, doesnt mean that im chasing after them back. it all depends on his personality actually. haha.. i dun look for guys with bikes or cars.. just an honest heart. kay so far ive dated 4 guys.. 2 guys are good guys while the other 2 are really bad boys.. bad as in drugs-club-drink-fuck bad boys.. yah.. you'll probably wonder what im doing with these guys right.. but they are not that all bad.. they did cared about me.. they were really nice to me.. but like what firdaus said, thats what guys do anyway.. haha. lesson learnt.. not that i regret being with these guys but ive learnt. for the 2 good guys, of coz till now im kicking myself for letting them go.. but i guess, dah memang takdir.. so yah.. i'll miss the moments but theres nothing i can do to bring it all back..
so w.e.f 1st April 2009, a new begining for me.. haha.. shall no longer bother dating. such a waste of time.. haha.. psyching myself up already.. haha.. its all work, work, work.. and my dear friends and family of coz.. haha.. seriously, after i left hamad, i dun see myself getting married.. and ive been meeting all the bad guys who ended up hurting me.. so shall put a FULL STOP here.
if Bob Marley can say "No woman,No cry", so can i.. er.. except mine will be a Man..
being single is the way to live life to the FULLEST!
(okay who am i kidding... hahah!)
the end.