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Monday, March 23, 2009



i have 5 stacks of papers to mark. and each has abt 8 to 12 sheets. and they are double sided pages. times that with 30 kids. OMG!! can just die marking.. actually, mayb i dun need a bf afterall. my markings takes up most of my time already. so where got time to date? heh.

i couldnt sleep last night. everytime i close my eyes, i saw Arwah's face. totally scare me. of coz, im a scardy cat. so it took me awhile to finally doze off. tire myself by watching He's Just Not That into You again.

so, what have i learnt from the movie?
  1. how NOT to treat your girlfriends. so please, if it happens to me, please just be brutal about it.
  2. girls feed on sparks. but i know now not to harp on that. so diyana, jual mahal..
  3. watching a chick flick can be hazardous sometimes cos when someone gets the happy ending, your warped head pokes around wanting that too.. but diyana, there are NO such things as HAPPY ENDING!
  4. emotions can be a real baggage sometimes, actually, most times.
  5. AND, myspace is the new bootycall, really.

my favourite from the show,
“I had this guy leave me a voice mail at work, so I called him at home, and then he emailed me to my BlackBerry, and so I texted to his cell, and now you just have to go around checking all these different portals just to get rejected by seven different technologies. It’s exhausting.”

haha. been there. done that.

well okay. so here's the deal.
if by any way im still single after this or when im 25, im not gonna bother looking anymore. im gonna be committed to teaching, spend my time dating my kids and marrying my work. haha. im done crying over my heartaches coz guys simply dont bother to try and win my parents heart by fulfilling their 3 wishes. haha. i know its kinda ridiculous and old fashion to follow the rules but seriously, are they even hard to follow? i always believe that if you really love someone, you do whatever it takes to be with her. a small sacrifice for happiness i say. it had happened to me only once but i guess, now, thats like a burden on their shoulders. am i pissed? no. im just being honest. like really, i have 3 guys backed out coz they find they cant fulfill the rules. and did they even try? nope. really shows how much they love me. hahah. okay, sacarstic queen.

no pressure on anyone who wants to date me. its simple really. if u think u cant, then dont even bother starting it in the first place. lets just be friends. im not doing this coz i think im perfect. im not. god knows how much ive sinned. but its a request from my parents. and we cant disappoint them can we? as much as i know i dont deserve a good guy, i know its for my well-being.

okay. shall go back to marking my tall stack of papers. tom ZOO trip!! cant freaking wait! =)


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