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Sunday, March 8, 2009



i should be sleeping but instead, im online. haha.
i dont want monday to come!! tho its the final week of term 1. then its the 1 week holidays. can i have people to date me out? i think i deserve a rest. haha. plus ive that cheerfest competition on the 20th. i nak enjoy juga! haha.

so anyway, i got pestered by my friend to tell her who i've feelings for. thing is, i wont tell!! haha. and entah.. i think its more like a crush? nothing serious i think. just that i feel happy whenever im ard or talking to him. haha. was that suppose to help u guess who the guy is? nope. coz im happy when im with all my friends. tho come to think of it, i really have only a small group of guy friends. like the usual gang, fadzli, ellyas, haikal, azry and a few more.. so.. good luck guessing lah. haha.

and im proud to say that ive no longer think about my ex bfs. which is a good think okay. i used to think abt them all the time that i push people away coz its not fair for them. but now, i think im better in a way that i dun hope for the impossible to happen. coz it never will.

tho like i told wan, i need time to put myself out there in the dating world. i mean, after dating someone for 7 years, knowing him inside out, i feel myself in an awkward situation where i have to adapt myself to someone new. and i dun really like changes that is linked to emotional attachment. haha. but im ready now. to move on. to meet new people. to fall in love all over again. so shoot me for being a hopeless romantic. but i think its time for me to find happiness again. and this time, i wanna share it with someone who is willing to take that step with me.

u know wan, that conversation we had that night after the movie, really made me think. tho i dont think he's into me anymore lah. haha. but its okay i guess. it was my fault to begin with. and watching the leap years again really made the picture even clearer. and finally, ive moved on with my past. waiting eagerly to embrace the new.

so, in line with my new year resolution: 1. NIE (teaching) 2. Driving 3. Happy relationships i think im on the right track to achieving it all. insyaallah.

okay bedtime. to people who are not working tom, LUCKY FOOLS!! hahaha. have a great week ahead! =)


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